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I'm Pathedic...
So not much is going well in my life right now.... ::sigh:: reason 1) I really want a guy in my life right now, i've been single for long enough and i'm practically dying for this one guy but yanno obveiously nothing is going to happen, the guy problem will never be solved because for some reason nothing ever works out in that category. reason 2) I feel really far away from my family and I mean more than usual...like when you tell your parents that you love them and they respond with an "ok" and my grandma moved to Las Vegas and I know I will never see her again and that practically brings me to tears surprizingly. 3) Some of my closest friends are turning on me for no apparent reason, I don't know if they are feeling threatened or it just makes them feel better. 4) Something got out about me to the people of the school and now everyone knows and I feel like shit, Davey's friend now knows and he just sat there and laughed and didn't even tell him it wasn't true. The biggest issue right now though would have to be number 1. I hate not having someone. I mean the last relationship was a disaster...who dumps someone on there 1 year anniversary...I swear I find the biggest thorn on the bush. I hate this though. I just want someone to hang out with and have fun with, and then on the other hand someone to kiss every morning...that is like the best thing. But yah, i'm pretty much blah right now...sorry to waste your time. ::tear::
So not much is going well in my life right now.... ::sigh:: reason 1) I really want a guy in my life right now, i've been single for long enough and i'm practically dying for this one guy but yanno obveiously nothing is going to happen, the guy problem will never be solved because for some reason nothing ever works out in that category. reason 2) I feel really far away from my family and I mean more than usual...like when you tell your parents that you love them and they respond with an "ok" and my grandma moved to Las Vegas and I know I will never see her again and that practically brings me to tears surprizingly. 3) Some of my closest friends are turning on me for no apparent reason, I don't know if they are feeling threatened or it just makes them feel better. 4) Something got out about me to the people of the school and now everyone knows and I feel like shit, Davey's friend now knows and he just sat there and laughed and didn't even tell him it wasn't true. The biggest issue right now though would have to be number 1. I hate not having someone. I mean the last relationship was a disaster...who dumps someone on there 1 year anniversary...I swear I find the biggest thorn on the bush. I hate this though. I just want someone to hang out with and have fun with, and then on the other hand someone to kiss every morning...that is like the best thing. But yah, i'm pretty much blah right now...sorry to waste your time. ::tear::