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Ok so I made an attempt to talk to my mom on the phone last night.. I sorta randomly called her.. And she had all this stuff to say that im already supposed to know...Yet nor her or my sister told me. And im really getting fed up with mom/sister gossip about Lauren hour on the phone. WTF! So my sister knows my debt problems, BITCH.. and supposedly my mom said if i dont get some kind of small christmas list in the mail by next week.. im get zilch. Well, how am i supposed to know that when no one tells me? I work literally every day.. Im not home for long periods of time.. and when i am im either sleeping or trying to catch up with my friends. hmm. I have a twisted family.. I cant wait to finish school and MOVE!
So my mother agreed that when I finish my AA I can move back to Miami [THANK GOD] and Ill persue my BA somewhere down there. She said, "Well, I guess thats ok all of your hoodie friends should be in jail by then." one word: BITCH! >gRrRr< I'm going to MAKE SURE I don't loose contact with my friends. Who the hell is she to hate everyone I know? I hate her!... the only love i have for my parents is the fact of respect/loyalty.. and im not one who could turn their back on their family.. and i would die if something were to happen to them... But as people, I HATE THEM.. They tell me their not racist ... but they would never allow me to date a blk guy.. HMM.... RACIST! they are totally old-fashioned... They don't believe ANYTHING i say and they dont LISTEN to me.. and they are stuck in this mind frame that everything i do or say or feel is wrong, yet they know nothing about me... WTF! ::NeWs FlaSh:: IM SENSITVE!They have totally already screwed up my life enough since I was little... I just need to speed through this AA bullshit and get down to Mia asap where I have people who care ...FRIENDS! and i would REALLY like it if someone would wanted to get a place, CUZ ID RATHER DIE THEN MOVE BACK WITH MY PARENTS!!
enough said for now, u get the drift
Im off to this lovely place called sbux where they have us work at the BUTT CRACK OF DAWN.. aye 6:15am.. ='(
So my mother agreed that when I finish my AA I can move back to Miami [THANK GOD] and Ill persue my BA somewhere down there. She said, "Well, I guess thats ok all of your hoodie friends should be in jail by then." one word: BITCH! >gRrRr< I'm going to MAKE SURE I don't loose contact with my friends. Who the hell is she to hate everyone I know? I hate her!... the only love i have for my parents is the fact of respect/loyalty.. and im not one who could turn their back on their family.. and i would die if something were to happen to them... But as people, I HATE THEM.. They tell me their not racist ... but they would never allow me to date a blk guy.. HMM.... RACIST! they are totally old-fashioned... They don't believe ANYTHING i say and they dont LISTEN to me.. and they are stuck in this mind frame that everything i do or say or feel is wrong, yet they know nothing about me... WTF! ::NeWs FlaSh:: IM SENSITVE!They have totally already screwed up my life enough since I was little... I just need to speed through this AA bullshit and get down to Mia asap where I have people who care ...FRIENDS! and i would REALLY like it if someone would wanted to get a place, CUZ ID RATHER DIE THEN MOVE BACK WITH MY PARENTS!!
enough said for now, u get the drift
Im off to this lovely place called sbux where they have us work at the BUTT CRACK OF DAWN.. aye 6:15am.. ='(