what happen
so i'm sure everyone knows what happen so i don't need to get into it. it is so confusing. i don't know what i'm doing. steve and i need to live our lives for our selves for a bit....but i miss him, i never stop thinking about him. i just don't know what has happen. everything seem so up-side-down. this doesn't seem right at all, but life is short and i don't want any regrets....on both sides of the situation...so live life..and live it up good....i love him so much..