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ebay is not a good christmas idea when the emails go to the box of the person who will be receiving the gift. silly boy. i still don't know what the book is. don't be mad at me.
the most depressing thing in the world is your voice when you're upset. sad, angry, sick - they all sound the same, and they all make me feel more depressed than anything else in the entire world could ever make me. i hate to argue with you. my thoughts torment me when we do this. i jump from this to that thing in my head that make me feel worse. not always what you're thinking of, and certainly not only. sometimes i think of when we didn't have any problems...and i try to retrace each step that brought us to this point; to a typical relationship full of yelling and fighting and the slow loss of real time together. i'm afraid of where that train of thought is going.
i got upset and trimmed my hair tonight. i just cut the ends off a bit, the bottom layer keeps growing too fast, and i have to cut it off. it's amazing what a hair cut can do for you when you're upset. though, the back looks kind of uneven. couldn't really reach it.
the strangest thing just happened. i got on msn with my old id to check the email in that box (you know, msn deletes them if they're not checked regularly.) and i see that this person who had requested i add them last time i got online was on. so i begin the interrogation, being as polite as possible, but also trying to get right to the point of the fact that i think this person has made a mistake. so the person acts like it's very obvious who they are, even after i make it clear i have no clue who i'm talking too. then, the minute they realize they added the wrong person, immediately becomes very pissy with me. they got very angry when i asked who they were looking for, explaining that i had another similar email address (i was still open to the possibility that it may have been someone from bottalk.) so i apologized, took "yoon jang" off my msn, and that was that. the strangest part is that nathan just told us a story almost exactly like this (minus the getting pissy part) yesterday. coincidences are weird.
you know what pisses me off? people on your friends list, people that you know in person especially, who suddenly just basicly turn you off in their life for no good reason. they ignore only your comments on their journal and get off msn or go the away the moment you get on, however are there just fine while you're appearing offline. and there have been no conflicts.
if you want me out of your life for no good reason, then just do it already. it really doesn't matter that much too me. just quit being an ass about it by avoiding me...or at least explain why you're doing it. ok? ok.
i am very disturbed that the word 'pussy' came up as a possible spelling mistake i had made when i typed 'pissy'.
this has been yet another rant-filled edition of my dumb little journal.
good night.
the most depressing thing in the world is your voice when you're upset. sad, angry, sick - they all sound the same, and they all make me feel more depressed than anything else in the entire world could ever make me. i hate to argue with you. my thoughts torment me when we do this. i jump from this to that thing in my head that make me feel worse. not always what you're thinking of, and certainly not only. sometimes i think of when we didn't have any problems...and i try to retrace each step that brought us to this point; to a typical relationship full of yelling and fighting and the slow loss of real time together. i'm afraid of where that train of thought is going.
i got upset and trimmed my hair tonight. i just cut the ends off a bit, the bottom layer keeps growing too fast, and i have to cut it off. it's amazing what a hair cut can do for you when you're upset. though, the back looks kind of uneven. couldn't really reach it.
the strangest thing just happened. i got on msn with my old id to check the email in that box (you know, msn deletes them if they're not checked regularly.) and i see that this person who had requested i add them last time i got online was on. so i begin the interrogation, being as polite as possible, but also trying to get right to the point of the fact that i think this person has made a mistake. so the person acts like it's very obvious who they are, even after i make it clear i have no clue who i'm talking too. then, the minute they realize they added the wrong person, immediately becomes very pissy with me. they got very angry when i asked who they were looking for, explaining that i had another similar email address (i was still open to the possibility that it may have been someone from bottalk.) so i apologized, took "yoon jang" off my msn, and that was that. the strangest part is that nathan just told us a story almost exactly like this (minus the getting pissy part) yesterday. coincidences are weird.
you know what pisses me off? people on your friends list, people that you know in person especially, who suddenly just basicly turn you off in their life for no good reason. they ignore only your comments on their journal and get off msn or go the away the moment you get on, however are there just fine while you're appearing offline. and there have been no conflicts.
if you want me out of your life for no good reason, then just do it already. it really doesn't matter that much too me. just quit being an ass about it by avoiding me...or at least explain why you're doing it. ok? ok.
i am very disturbed that the word 'pussy' came up as a possible spelling mistake i had made when i typed 'pissy'.
this has been yet another rant-filled edition of my dumb little journal.
good night.