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as you all know, las night was worsgip night. it was really an amazing night. ive never felt that way before. i do believe it was a life changing experience. i finally had my moment. you know that moment when you truley feel the presence of God. i have to admit, at one point i cryed, accually a couple times. i really whent into deep thought about something that just terrifies me to death and i didnt even notice that i was crying. and i thought about my uncle alot last nights. it kinda hurt to think about the night he died and seeing him and all but last night i was able to just let it all out. so im feeling real good right now. i think i can finally say all the drama is out of my life. i think ive recently grown closer to some people which ive been wanting for quite a while now so yea, lifes pretty good.
i am mso excited for fryathon. its going to be amazing. me brianna and aslin have great plans for it so i cant wait.
the boyfriend scene is good. i can tell hes trying to show me hes still sweet and i love that something i said finally got to him. im happy with the way things are going. things arnt perfect but i wouldnt expect them to be. i just wish he could keep his hands off me somethimes. if hes cuddling with me or holding me, things like that its all good. i dont mean i want him to stop touching me because hes not clingy or anything i just want him to be around me with out feeling me up every 2.5 seconds. ut other than that sall thing its all good. i still love him no matter how nmuch he may annoy me at times or frustrate me. hes still the love of my life, and i mean that.= )
another fantastic thing thats going to happen is that aslin is getting babptised at fryathon of all places! thats probibly the coolest thing ever. im so glad i can be there so its really gunna be an amazing fryathon. i think this will really be great for her so i am very excited for her.
Peace Out Loves
Tricia