something i wish was easier

May 24, 2005 17:32

just writting an entry i have something to write but i know no one will understand it but w/e here it goes........

I'm sorry you let me get attatched I tried not to but you let me, now your being distant with me (understandable). you say its not my fault but i can't help but think it is. I'm so confused cause when i see your face i smile and everything is perfect till you look down. one tear falls from my face but i wont let you see that, no I can't. This wasn't suppose to happen this way my mind wasn't suppose to think that way. I also wanna know what makes you happy could it be my smile or nothing at all or something you think about that makes you happy it might not even be me at all that makes you happy but only you would know.
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