VeRmIlIoN pArT 2

[littlekitten691]

she seemed dressed in all of me
stretched across my shame
all the torment and the pain
leaked through and covered me
id do anyhting to have her for myself
just to have her for myself
i dont know what to do
i dont know what to do

when she makes me sad
she is everything to me
the unrequited dream
a song that noone sings
the unattainable

shes a myth that i have to believe in
all i need to make her real
is one more reason
i dont know what to do
i dont know what to do
when she makes me sad

but i wont let this build up inside of me
i catch in my throat -choke
torn into peices i wont- no
i dont want to be this
but i wont let this build up inside of me

she isnt real
i cant make her real