I've got dreams to remember
Reading back a bit, the patterns are so obvious. I'm aware of them to a point but my memory must really be failing me. So much of the things that mattered, happened, or I wanted.. I have completely forgotten.
Not so much that they fell to the side and other priorities took over. It's like they never existed. I would list them, if I could remember.
I am not feeling well these days. My back is very sore. I'm at my office. I have been up since 2:30am. It's Saturday. Surgery is scheduled for January 4.
JN: We climbed this mountain together... and of course it became colder, the air was thinner and harder to breathe at the top. I was struggling to push forward and dragging him with me until I gave up, and then he wouldn't give up. I'm not quite back in the valley yet, there's a few more turns ahead.
I met a new traveling companion on my way back down... They have their own mountains and waves and valleys. The landscape is broad there. Maybe it feels that way because it's new.
More mountains ahead I think.