Jul 26, 2004 23:03
this is my breaking point......
i have nothing here and nothing there minds well try something new!!!i had something to stay for and i lost it..so i think in about 3 weeks i will be on daytona beach.....i duno i am so upset right now i don't even want to be alive....and it's not just a guy it's other stuff right now too....it seems when things are good everything is good then something breaks and the world crumbles....everything possible goes wrong....why?? why am i an idiot.....why that night?? why do i care.....what is left....where to go.......who will be there for me in the end....what is there to offer....NOTHING.....there is nothing in the end when i think about it...i'm worthless i have nothing to offer this world...nothing....i make myself sick......she's nuts......i am already dead...fuck this....
everything is a lie......
If I leave here tomorrow
Would you still remember me?
For I must be travelling on, now,
'Cause there's too many places I've got to see.
But, if I stayed here with you, girl,
Things just couldn't be the same.
'Cause I'm as free as a bird now,
And this bird you can not change.
Lord knows, I can't change.
Bye, bye, its been a sweet love.
Though this feeling I can't change.
But please don't take it badly,
'Cause Lord knows I'm to blame.
-Lynyrd Skynyrd
i'm missing your laugh.
how did it break?
and when did your eyes begin to look fake?
i hope you're as happy as you're pretending.
i'm cuddling close to blankets and sheets. and i am alone in my defeat.
i wish i knew you were safely at home.
i'm missing your bed. i never sleep.
avoiding the spots where we'd have to sleep.
and this bottle of beast is taking me home.
well and as for now i'm gonna hear the saddest songs and sit alone and wonder how you're making out.
and as for me, i wish that i was anywhere, with anyone, making out.
-Dashboard confessionals