i just want someone there to catch me when i fall.

Oct 05, 2009 00:38

Thank you to everyone who responded to my entry, or contacted me some other way, it means a lot to me that you guys care. Basically I talked to my mom about it and I'm no longer allowed to talk to him or anything. He's been texting me non-stop, but I'm ignoring it. Honestly, I'm still so shaken up about it, and I can't stop thinking about it. I was just getting my trust back into guys...and now...it's gone. I know I shouldn't let once incident affect me that much, but I can't help it. I'm a sensitive person and just to have this happen...sucks. But yeah, I don't really want to talk about it anymore. Well in public like this, since anyone can easily get this. (Well not easily...but you get my point.)
Anyways...um other than that, my weekend was okay. Nothing spectacular. I did go to Goodwill and I got a book called Loving Jessie. Really good book. I finished it in one night, and I couldn't put it down. I really wanna read The Sleepers and White Oleander but no where in my town (i.e. libraries) have it, so I'm going to have to wait for two weeks until I can buy it. It sucks.
Today I went over my grandma's house, and I made a shirt (if you guys follow me on Twatter, you know that) but basically, I mean...it's not the UGLIEST shirt in the world, but it's not the prettiest either. I mean I guess I am pretty proud of it. Being as I made it from scratch (i.e. not patter or anything). I think it's the fabric/material which is why I don't like it. Anyways...a picture of it is under the cut, please don't be too harsh. IT was my first time making it, and it took a good four/five hours. AND, I know it looks huge, and I'm not that huge, I promise. My grandmother didn't listen to me when I said that I was small, and she made it like largely huge.
Goodwill has some really cheap clothes too. I mean like, I don't feel dirty buy shirts there, I mean, as long as their cute, no stains, and are washable, what's the fuss? Plus a lot of people go to stores buy the clothes and then donate them straight from there. It's pretty obvious they do that when the tags are still on, and there's 10 of the same shirt. Hah. Anyways, I got a really silky black top, that's oversized, a vintage issac something shirt, and a purple tank top. for like, 1.50 each. I was like, cha ching.
Today my order from Urban Outfitters came in, and I'm thinking about making a haul video for my youtube and maybe I'll post it here if you guys are interested? And instead of showing you guys the top I made...I'll just include it in the video? I'm not sure. BTW I know I say this a lot, but it's only so you guys know, HAUL VIDEOS ARE NOT TO GLOAT. They're to inform others where you got clothes/share your fashion sense, and let other people know how/where they can get them. I promise.

Anyways, I'm out, love you guys.<3

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