interesting, tiring, wonderful, and hard
School has been so busy! I mean busy but I love it. In my dorm I am on Hall Council. I am the Director of Operations, which is pretty much the secretary and treasure combined. I really like it although it is a huge time commitment, like I need anymore of those? We have had one training day so far and we have a weekend retreat at the end of September. I am really excited to see how it is going to play out. I'm sure it will be great!
I love my roommates. Kristin and I share a room and it is working out great. We are getting along really well and we even got a job together. We are the Sunday School Program Directors/Teachers for St. Michael and All Angels Episcopal Church. Our first day with kids in front of us is this Sunday. I am totally excited and ready for the challenge.
Ok so in my last post I mentioned an unnamed boy that I had been crushing on... well his name is Blake and we have been offical since Friday! We had been hanging out like everyday and then Friday we went to Phoenix becuase I wanted him to meet my sister. So we were hanging out at Kat's house and he kissed me, it took so much self-control to not start jumping up and down. As it was he saw how giddy I was. Once Erika got off work we went over to her apartment and they got along great! I'm sure he thinks we are weird, but who doesn't I mean Erika and I are off in our own world most of the time. We played board games and talked with her for like 3 hours then we came back to Tucson. On our way home is when it was decided. I am so excited to see how things go for us. Right now we are still in the fun stage of learning about each other. He is really an awesome guy, and a gentelman. I think the coolest thing about him is that he is passionate about things. I have never met someone who has so much zeal for politics, friends, and computers. His friends are cool too, they have really made me feel comfortable when we are all hanging out. And of course he gets along with my roommates, after all he met us all through Liz.
On the down side to boy land, Matt is not taking me being in another relationship very well. I guess he had not dealt with his feelings over the summer and now they are hitting him in the face. I feel so bad, I had no idea that he still had feelings for me, I mean after he came home from camp he said that he didn't want to be with me anymore, but now he says that he does, and has for a while. So not only is he upset that I have moved on, he is upset because he thinks that if he had spoken up earlier then things would be different now. It is seriously so hard for me to just sit by and watch him go through this pain, but I know he has to. I want to be friends, maybe even close friends, but I cannot be in a relationship with him. I just feel like I am stuck between a rock and a hard place becuase I want to help him deal with this pain without making it worst. I'm afraid that I will hurt him more if I stay too close for right now. I wish that he could just be happy for me, but I know that it will take a long while for that.
So there is my life thus far this school year. It's been interesting, tiring, wonderful, and hard.
I love my roommates. Kristin and I share a room and it is working out great. We are getting along really well and we even got a job together. We are the Sunday School Program Directors/Teachers for St. Michael and All Angels Episcopal Church. Our first day with kids in front of us is this Sunday. I am totally excited and ready for the challenge.
Ok so in my last post I mentioned an unnamed boy that I had been crushing on... well his name is Blake and we have been offical since Friday! We had been hanging out like everyday and then Friday we went to Phoenix becuase I wanted him to meet my sister. So we were hanging out at Kat's house and he kissed me, it took so much self-control to not start jumping up and down. As it was he saw how giddy I was. Once Erika got off work we went over to her apartment and they got along great! I'm sure he thinks we are weird, but who doesn't I mean Erika and I are off in our own world most of the time. We played board games and talked with her for like 3 hours then we came back to Tucson. On our way home is when it was decided. I am so excited to see how things go for us. Right now we are still in the fun stage of learning about each other. He is really an awesome guy, and a gentelman. I think the coolest thing about him is that he is passionate about things. I have never met someone who has so much zeal for politics, friends, and computers. His friends are cool too, they have really made me feel comfortable when we are all hanging out. And of course he gets along with my roommates, after all he met us all through Liz.
On the down side to boy land, Matt is not taking me being in another relationship very well. I guess he had not dealt with his feelings over the summer and now they are hitting him in the face. I feel so bad, I had no idea that he still had feelings for me, I mean after he came home from camp he said that he didn't want to be with me anymore, but now he says that he does, and has for a while. So not only is he upset that I have moved on, he is upset because he thinks that if he had spoken up earlier then things would be different now. It is seriously so hard for me to just sit by and watch him go through this pain, but I know he has to. I want to be friends, maybe even close friends, but I cannot be in a relationship with him. I just feel like I am stuck between a rock and a hard place becuase I want to help him deal with this pain without making it worst. I'm afraid that I will hurt him more if I stay too close for right now. I wish that he could just be happy for me, but I know that it will take a long while for that.
So there is my life thus far this school year. It's been interesting, tiring, wonderful, and hard.