whoa nelly
seriously i suck at this these days. actually i have been sucking at the internet in general lately. oh to think there were times when wild horses couldnt drag me away. i've been busy and weird and all that. spending lots of time with the kids being super mom but also have a resolution that i'm obsessing over. the ol lose weight, get healthy one. but this time i'm actually serious for once. starting waking up at 6 am to go on 45 minute power walks, then i fucked my knee up, then bought a recumbent bike and now i bike about 8.5 miles in the comfort of my basement. now the knee is healing and i have starting ... aerobics dance. i know, i know. and it gets worse. i calorie count. i eat healthy foods. only egg whites, organic, whole wheat, you name it i'm doing it. its all a little bat shit insane but i've already lost 10 lbs. once i hit my goal weight then i will increase my calorie intake in order to maintain weight. but the crazy thing in all of this is... i'm actually doing it, and enjoying it. i am not bothered by not eating out, not eating as much pasta and breads, and i LOVE the bike. of course its nice that i got this little mp3 player to help me along but seriously this is all a little scary. i was just finally tired of feeling like shit about the way i looked, and just tired of feeling so tired and useless. so fuck it, i needed to change my life so i'm doing it. and that is that.
so i'm doing ok these days. busy trying to get my life on track, and busy trying to be a good mom. the kids are doing great. sean can talk your ear off and is so smart that it is getting a little creepy. gabriel is now walking everywhere and babbles nonsense that sorta sounds like words and is still my sweetest thing. and soon we will commence potty training with sean. yikes. times moves so fast. i should post some pictures that i said i would since sean's birthday ... wow that means halloween, gabe's birthday, and christmas. eh, i'm too lazy maybe i will just post one from christmas and anyone who wants more can ask nicely.
Ain't we just a little too adorable? definitely up to something.
so i'm doing ok these days. busy trying to get my life on track, and busy trying to be a good mom. the kids are doing great. sean can talk your ear off and is so smart that it is getting a little creepy. gabriel is now walking everywhere and babbles nonsense that sorta sounds like words and is still my sweetest thing. and soon we will commence potty training with sean. yikes. times moves so fast. i should post some pictures that i said i would since sean's birthday ... wow that means halloween, gabe's birthday, and christmas. eh, i'm too lazy maybe i will just post one from christmas and anyone who wants more can ask nicely.
Ain't we just a little too adorable? definitely up to something.