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[littlehalo]

So... I need to pack up the computer so it can get shipped out which means I will be computerless for a wee bit. I figured I would put in one last livejournal entry before I finally move to Washington. I will start things off by saying this has been one of the hardest weeks in my life ever. cross country moves are not for the light-hearted. packing up shit and moving across town is one thing, and actually that type of moving I sort of like, but this is a whole other monster entirely. Especially since we can't move of all of our shit. We simply can't afford to ship it all out so we have to decide what is really important and what isnt. We are getting rid of a lot of our stuff. Some of it really pains me to get rid of like some fairly new kitchen appliances, brand new vacuum cleaner, we went through and decided we needed to get rid of some cds, books, and vhs tapes. Anyone who knows us knows we have an extremely large collection of all three. seriously I look at some of the things getting sold or donated and I get a little sick to my stomach. The big Moving Sale is tomorrow so hopefully we will be able to make some money off of it, we really need more cash and hopefully enough for a double stroller. keep your fingers crossed for us on that because we really really need one. plus another thing that hinders making a move like this is trying to watch the kids at the same time. oi. Quite simply I am going to be a nervous wreck until the plane lands in Washington, THEN I can finally relax. Which is why I am getting sick of everyone asking me if I am excited about moving... NO I'M FUCKING STRESSED OUT BIG TIME. I've developed an ulcer, i've been smoking again, eating crap food, overall feeling ill. Nothing quite like having that constant taste of bile in your mouth throughout the day. I will need to detox when I get to Washington. big time. and take like a 5 hour long shower til I am so clean and pruny. mmm clean. speaking of which after all this we still have to clean this shithole (which we discovered has a mold problem to the likes of which this place should be condemned, I sat on the floor and cried when we unearthed just how bad it is...whole other entry believe me) plus they want us to repaint the room with the dark brown paint. yeah assholes a fresh coat of paint and this property is ready to sell...you have no idea. *deep breath* but anyway I really should be wrapping this up. There is a metric fuckload more to do, plus I have to take Gabriel to the doctor and get the kids medical records. if anyone needs my new address and phone number just email me littlehalo at hotmail dot com and I will get info to you as soon as possible so you can send me love and hugs in an envelope. wish me many luck assholes to get through these next 4 days.

adios bitches.