Horrible State of Illness
I hope Mr. Jolly cancells class tomorrow...I don't feel good. And I don't say it because I'm lazy or a procrastinator. Sometimes I am both, but I'm in such a horrible state of illness I want to cry. I thought about e-mailing him & telling him I may not possibly make it to class, but I hope I'll feel well enough in the morning to go...to me, its more work to have to catch up on the missed lecture than it is just to go to class & puke on the laps of all my classmates.
I'm hungry. I want to eat something. But I think I might throw it up.
Its cold. Yet its hot. Too hot to close the windows. But too cold at the same time. I want my blankie, but its too hot...And for these reasons I could not try to sleep it off. Even so, sleep is only a temporry relief.
I managed to eat a little bit of cereal (so its easier to throw up if I do.) I don't think I should drink anything flavored, like orange juice or soy milk...I'll definately throw those up...
I made some tea, I hope that I'll be okay drinking that.
Chan called a few minutes ago saying we can't talk tonight cause he'll be with his brother (who has moved back in with him). In a way I don't mind cause I know he & his brother (whose name I STILL don't know) are the closest between him & Chan. I don't mind it so much cause I'm not feeling well, but sometimes when I feel like this I feel better just talking to someone (as lame as that may sound).
I fear for my carpet & bed sheets when I hiccup -_-;;
I feel like someone is running an axe though my head...
I'm hungry. I want to eat something. But I think I might throw it up.
Its cold. Yet its hot. Too hot to close the windows. But too cold at the same time. I want my blankie, but its too hot...And for these reasons I could not try to sleep it off. Even so, sleep is only a temporry relief.
I managed to eat a little bit of cereal (so its easier to throw up if I do.) I don't think I should drink anything flavored, like orange juice or soy milk...I'll definately throw those up...
I made some tea, I hope that I'll be okay drinking that.
Chan called a few minutes ago saying we can't talk tonight cause he'll be with his brother (who has moved back in with him). In a way I don't mind cause I know he & his brother (whose name I STILL don't know) are the closest between him & Chan. I don't mind it so much cause I'm not feeling well, but sometimes when I feel like this I feel better just talking to someone (as lame as that may sound).
I fear for my carpet & bed sheets when I hiccup -_-;;
I feel like someone is running an axe though my head...