Germ Ridden January and Suicidal Aquarian's Birthday Party........
Best to send hellos and good wishes to lovely people now I think, before I get into serious raving ! Have been a bit germy and wiped recently............all just too much! Heavens! Heck!
Just read this and it's a bit cross in tone I think! Funny, after last night just wanted to update my LJ - ah! the power ov catharsis..........
Just back from a real kicking birthday do............that ended in a joyous 3 hours in the spanking new Emergency Care Centre at the local hozzy. We finally crawled into bed at 4 a.m after seeing the on call Eastern European Head Doc for a check up from the neck up. Fair dos he actually managed to comfort the suicidal birthday girl quite well.Far better than the Junior Doc on Monday who told her, after a massive overdose,that it wasn't worth keeping her in as she'd only go home and do it again. Tosser.
Ah the jolly times that are had when the gorgeous Toadshamen is working away in exotic cosmopolitan destinations...........
I love my friend dearly, but life is damn near impossible for the repeated horrifically abused soul ( and I don't say that lightly), with dead parents living on a shit estate. The resulting diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disoder/ Schizoprenia is basically a life which is fucking hell, and on an estate that's like Channel 4's "Shameless", but without the laughs. Shameful. Yay Blair's Britain. Thanks alot.
Hey ho..... bit ov venting required I guess!
Ah well I'm back home now in the tranquility ov the furry goat pen. I nestle in my Housing Association Assured Tenancy house, on a pleasantly peaceful leafy estate, where the birds sing,feeling spring in the air.And the bulbs are starting to come up at last.
I wish I could transplant a bit ov my happiness to my friend. I wish I could make her as happy as her caring nature and mad mischievous sense ov humour makes me.
For now I leave her in the hands ov the Mother Goddess to nurture her and The Dark Goddess to hold her close thru the dark times, even all the way to the other realm if necessary. I hope not tho.
Sorry to be a bit dark.
Spring is coming!The signs are everywhere.
Lots ov love, peace, happiness and Springy Blessings xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Just read this and it's a bit cross in tone I think! Funny, after last night just wanted to update my LJ - ah! the power ov catharsis..........
Just back from a real kicking birthday do............that ended in a joyous 3 hours in the spanking new Emergency Care Centre at the local hozzy. We finally crawled into bed at 4 a.m after seeing the on call Eastern European Head Doc for a check up from the neck up. Fair dos he actually managed to comfort the suicidal birthday girl quite well.Far better than the Junior Doc on Monday who told her, after a massive overdose,that it wasn't worth keeping her in as she'd only go home and do it again. Tosser.
Ah the jolly times that are had when the gorgeous Toadshamen is working away in exotic cosmopolitan destinations...........
I love my friend dearly, but life is damn near impossible for the repeated horrifically abused soul ( and I don't say that lightly), with dead parents living on a shit estate. The resulting diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disoder/ Schizoprenia is basically a life which is fucking hell, and on an estate that's like Channel 4's "Shameless", but without the laughs. Shameful. Yay Blair's Britain. Thanks alot.
Hey ho..... bit ov venting required I guess!
Ah well I'm back home now in the tranquility ov the furry goat pen. I nestle in my Housing Association Assured Tenancy house, on a pleasantly peaceful leafy estate, where the birds sing,feeling spring in the air.And the bulbs are starting to come up at last.
I wish I could transplant a bit ov my happiness to my friend. I wish I could make her as happy as her caring nature and mad mischievous sense ov humour makes me.
For now I leave her in the hands ov the Mother Goddess to nurture her and The Dark Goddess to hold her close thru the dark times, even all the way to the other realm if necessary. I hope not tho.
Sorry to be a bit dark.
Spring is coming!The signs are everywhere.
Lots ov love, peace, happiness and Springy Blessings xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx