deep in earth,
my love is lying and i must weep alone.
so libra and i dated... and we split on sunday.. he has decided he will never give me a 2nd chance. no matter what i change i will never get another chance. this has made me quite sad. he said i was self-serving and deceitful. he says that i do not deserve someone like him.. and i probably don't... i don't even know how to express this amount of loss. i know what i have done and i know that it could be fixed.. what's really frustrating is i can't even fix this. it will never be able to be fixed because someone won't let it. i am at a loss of words and feelings..
i have decided i no longer need anothers attention and devotion. it only leads to heartache.. this i can no longer stand. i am not sure what to do about this any more. i think i will die alone. this is not a comforting thought.
so libra and i dated... and we split on sunday.. he has decided he will never give me a 2nd chance. no matter what i change i will never get another chance. this has made me quite sad. he said i was self-serving and deceitful. he says that i do not deserve someone like him.. and i probably don't... i don't even know how to express this amount of loss. i know what i have done and i know that it could be fixed.. what's really frustrating is i can't even fix this. it will never be able to be fixed because someone won't let it. i am at a loss of words and feelings..
i have decided i no longer need anothers attention and devotion. it only leads to heartache.. this i can no longer stand. i am not sure what to do about this any more. i think i will die alone. this is not a comforting thought.