Apr 09, 2004 22:51
So I have decided that dancing is my therapy. Whatever happens I think I will dance it away or dance until I have a solution. There is a sort of freedom in dancing. Especially when no one is looking. Alright enough existential thought.
Watch our for mind errors.
I am the Monkey Goddess. Beware of my opposable thumbs.
Poor hematitecross. I read her stories. It makes me want to cry. I was never picked on or bullied really. I was slightly verbally abused by a boyfriend, but nothing that serious. It is strange how incredibly cruel we can be to one another. We are all that we have, yet we choose to create distrust and hatred. This is why I have a hard time making friends and believing in people. I really try to see the beauty in everyone, but sometimes it's very hard. Wow, if that didn't make me sound incredibly stupid I don't know what will.
I know a Libra, he could be balance for me. Sometimes being a gemini sucks. I feel, along with the monkeys in my head, that I will never be whole. I am missing something. I really need to stop looking for externally for these things and look internally.
Please pardon my deep thoughts. Too much time alone makes little monkeys go crazy. Or perhaps I am just that way.
Alright my sad little story. I sometimes think that I incite violence in others. People have a tendency to want to throw things at me or try to toss me about. I don't understand how I do this to people. Must think deep thoughts.
Oh well. I will miss you all. Thanks so much for your thoughts on the last post. I will post more strange ramblings soon.