Violence in the system
so.. i have been having deep thoughts. i know i should be punished..
violence seems to a part of our being, like love, anger, happiness, etc. i really don't know anyone who is not violent in some way. it's strange. yogis seem to go through a lifetime just to purge this part of us. once again, just having deep thoughts. they mostly hit me while i'm in the shower...
renfest is going well. i casted dance this weekend. it was really hard. eventually, i just asked everyone their opinion and they gave it to me. i took measure of that opinion and decided for myself. sometimes people catch things i don't see. i also asked who would like to be considered for me to preen and teach them all my knowledge (should take 5 minutes..) so that way i know that if i suddenly die or something dance is taken care of. good thing i prepare for the future.
berry should be calling me back soon to give me a start date with any luck. i of course will pass my drug test. ha ha.. i laugh at you drug test!
i've been keeping really low key recently. it's strange. but also i am finding a self appreciation that hasn't been there in a long time. so i'm getting better.. ha ha!! i laugh at you self appreciation!
apparently there is a lot of laughing.
violence seems to a part of our being, like love, anger, happiness, etc. i really don't know anyone who is not violent in some way. it's strange. yogis seem to go through a lifetime just to purge this part of us. once again, just having deep thoughts. they mostly hit me while i'm in the shower...
renfest is going well. i casted dance this weekend. it was really hard. eventually, i just asked everyone their opinion and they gave it to me. i took measure of that opinion and decided for myself. sometimes people catch things i don't see. i also asked who would like to be considered for me to preen and teach them all my knowledge (should take 5 minutes..) so that way i know that if i suddenly die or something dance is taken care of. good thing i prepare for the future.
berry should be calling me back soon to give me a start date with any luck. i of course will pass my drug test. ha ha.. i laugh at you drug test!
i've been keeping really low key recently. it's strange. but also i am finding a self appreciation that hasn't been there in a long time. so i'm getting better.. ha ha!! i laugh at you self appreciation!
apparently there is a lot of laughing.