Sep 20, 2006 19:39
well....its official....I hate my life....I am so tired of this shit....I am single again because the asshole that was my boyfriend decided to lie to me and say that he talked to someone and that they said something that was not true and would not be true and it caused a little tension between me and that person and now I don't know what to do....I am so confused that I'm upset and being upset is not helping because it is making me hurt and thats not a good thing....I just wish things would go right for once in my fucking life....I am so tired of hurting and being hurt by the people I think care about me....I'm tired of being wrong and trusting people and then those people turning around making the situation worse....its gotten to the point where I don't trust but a few people....I just don't know what I did that was so wrong to cause all of this to happen....why is it when things finally look like they are getting better they always seem to get worse....I can't do this anymore....and I don't want to lose the people I care about because of this shit....but it just keeps happening....what do I do with this shit?