The need to destroy things creeps up on my every time
School
My courses are f-u-n fun. I have homework every night, five textbooks and bad grades. Now, I'm sure with time I will be able to improve, but for now I will be failing miserably. Surprisingly, English Lit is was easier than Chemistry. Chemistry is harder than Math. I hate this backwards world.
Dance
Ballet is sooooooooo fun, this time I'm not being completely sarcastic.
Work
All I want to do is dance
Fashion
I'm thinking of starting a livejournal portfolio of sorts. Just to keep all my creations somewhere special. I am le brilliant.
General
I've been thinking a lot about the present rather than the future (as instructed to do so by my brother Jason) and I'm finding that it takes a lot of stress out of everything. The downside to this is now I randomly get freaked out by things because I have not been preparing myself days in advance. It'll work itself out, I think.
My lips are swollen from making funny faces.
"You're not happy but you're funny, and I'm tripping over my joy. I just keep on getting up again. We could be daytime drunks if we wanted. We'd never get anything done that way. And we'd still be ruled by our dueling perspectives. I am not my perspective, or the lies I tell you every time."