cheer...
Well, I do have alot to say about cheer lately...lol. It have been crazy weird. I don't really know what has been going on. First about my tumbling....I try. No matter what they say I try. I know they don't believe me or think I don't, but I try and they get mad when I don't do it. It is hard. I know they expect me to do it everytime, and I can understand it, but even when I do do it a lot, if I miss once, I get into trouble or they tell me their gonna take it out. I know I have been doing it for a while but if you think about it, it hasn't been that long at all. It makes me mad when I don't tumble in the routine after I do it every single time and I see one of the coaches run off and start yelling to another coach about me. (If you cheer with me, you most likely know who I am talking about). Also I do know that she is talking about me because she looks right at me when she is talking about me. I don't know what to do anymore. But if I were someone else, then she wouldn't care. She says to me all the time, even if I have done it every single time we have run the routine, that if I don't do it, then I am out. I get so tired of everything. Nothing I ever do is right to them. Normally if people do something good, then they get complemented for it. That happens to everyone but me. This isn't just a pitty me thing either. If people were there to see, really see, then they would understand. It just drives me crazy. I used to love cheerleading. No matter how mad they would make me, I would never even think about quiting. But this is so much different now. Now, I think about just stopping after every practice. I don't know what to do anymore. I just want them to think that I actually do something right...and I don't think that is too much to ask? Then just mainly, the favortism is retarted I think. I know who that favor. I can tell, because I really couldn't breath the other day. But all they said is to try and do it. I know a couple people that say something like that all the time, and they just let them sit out and are like just breathe, you are ok. I normally try to keep doing it. That is why I didn't even bother doing my tuck the other day. I don't know, hopefully it will get better? That is all I wish would happen. Also that we actually end up not to suck and do good in Florida....but I don't know. I'm not saying it's the girls on the teams fault...I am def. not saying that. I know everyone tries sooooo hard. lol.
Anyway besides cheer, I was so happy we didn't have school the other day. It was fun. I actually cleaned out my closet. It took me three hours. Man I need to get rid of some clothes lol. It is crazy. Now I only have to go through my dresser, which will probably take even longer. lol. Today was ok. School was actually not that boring. We had so clean out our lockers so we did nothing first hour, because it was gym and we didn't have to dress. But it went by pretty fast. This weekend I am going up to Gaylord for my brothers hockey tournment. I think it will be fun because my mom got me and my sister and two cousins a room. lol. Party. jk. Alrighty well I think I wrote enough. :)
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Love Ya cheer girls! Your the reason I am staying!