And then there were three
The past few weeks have been a whirlwind. At one point we had 11 people in town. Today the last three left.
On one hand it's nice to have some quiet. On the other it's sad. Right now it just means that I have no excuse to put off packing. It's also kind of hard to believe that exactly a week from now I will be moving.
It's a big mix of emotions. Exciting, yes. Nervous, yes. It's hard to believe that I will have a new place to call home. I have lived in this house for most of my life. I did leave for a few years during college, but it was different in the sense that I knew I would be living at home again. I'm excited to have my own space, to decorate, to meet new people, and to learn about a new place, but leaving your comfort zone...well we all know how hard that is. On top of that there is the terror of being responsible for patients. To that all I can say is: crap on a stick. It's going to be a true trial by fire.
As up and down as I am feeling though, I have to agree with my friend Saphu when she told me that she feels that I am ready to go. I may not really feel it or show it (as this entry proves) but I think at the core I am ready.
This is a good point in my life to have a change. Ready or not, here it comes.
On one hand it's nice to have some quiet. On the other it's sad. Right now it just means that I have no excuse to put off packing. It's also kind of hard to believe that exactly a week from now I will be moving.
It's a big mix of emotions. Exciting, yes. Nervous, yes. It's hard to believe that I will have a new place to call home. I have lived in this house for most of my life. I did leave for a few years during college, but it was different in the sense that I knew I would be living at home again. I'm excited to have my own space, to decorate, to meet new people, and to learn about a new place, but leaving your comfort zone...well we all know how hard that is. On top of that there is the terror of being responsible for patients. To that all I can say is: crap on a stick. It's going to be a true trial by fire.
As up and down as I am feeling though, I have to agree with my friend Saphu when she told me that she feels that I am ready to go. I may not really feel it or show it (as this entry proves) but I think at the core I am ready.
This is a good point in my life to have a change. Ready or not, here it comes.