It's a success, but it still kinda sucks.
Today we sent Ashland off to college. Yes, he is still in the same city, but he will be living on campus, so, basically, he has moved out.
I'm having a hard time explaining why I'm feeling the way I'm feeling.
I guess it's just that, in this whole life that I have dedicated myself to, being Cam's wife and a mom, Ash has ALWAYS been there. There's never been a 'me and Cam' without Ash. I fought SO hard to have him with us. Now he's grown, and ready to just walk away on his own.
Fuck. I can't explain it. These changes are hard.
I'm having a hard time explaining why I'm feeling the way I'm feeling.
I guess it's just that, in this whole life that I have dedicated myself to, being Cam's wife and a mom, Ash has ALWAYS been there. There's never been a 'me and Cam' without Ash. I fought SO hard to have him with us. Now he's grown, and ready to just walk away on his own.
Fuck. I can't explain it. These changes are hard.