you piss me off, goodbye
wow...this has probably been the most depressing week of my life...dont ask me why but ive been in bad pissed off depressed moods all week...
thing btw me and matt are questionable right now...hes sorta pissing me off, and i kinda almost feel like hes mad at me or something? but idk b/c there is a total lack of communication with the two of us...it seems like hes rele insecure with our relationship...i went to the movies witha few friends...two of which were guys, but come on? it was janzen and brett?! and matt asked like a million questions, and i culd tell he wasnt to happy...but come on, when hes in hilliard, what are me and ellen supposed to do when our friends call us up? say "oh sorry my bf cant come?" i think not...but the thing is...idk wether he is pissed about it or not? bc there is a total lack of communication...and between his football and baseball, and him being in hilliard 3/4 of the time...its really hard to see him...idk...i guess im just rele stressed, and matt definitly isnt making it any easier...i just wish he would call, i cant exaclty call him bc i never know when hes gonna be home or if hes at his moms or dads...we were suposed to hang out friday...but when i asked him he said something about going to his grandmas...but no worries..me and elle are hanging out with josh...i think that is exaclty what i need...then on saterday..CLIPPERS GAME!! WAHOO thats gonna be sweet...assuming we can all get rides...james offered to drive...hopfully my dad will go to...then we can fit every one...
tomarrow im goin to the pool...with josh, elle, and hopefully cayla..should be fun..i wish kelsey hung out with us more.. i mean i kno abbys more fun to be around then i am, but i miss her...maybe canada will help out a little
im getting sooo sick of my dad that i talked to my manager about taking on more evening shifts so that when hes home...im not...and by the time i get off work...hes about ready to go to bed
speaking of work...today was my last day as a bagger...yep...thats right im gonna be a cashier!
but yea..its getting late...not that im gonna go to bed...but i dont think matts getting back on...and i have a raging headache...
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MLE
thing btw me and matt are questionable right now...hes sorta pissing me off, and i kinda almost feel like hes mad at me or something? but idk b/c there is a total lack of communication with the two of us...it seems like hes rele insecure with our relationship...i went to the movies witha few friends...two of which were guys, but come on? it was janzen and brett?! and matt asked like a million questions, and i culd tell he wasnt to happy...but come on, when hes in hilliard, what are me and ellen supposed to do when our friends call us up? say "oh sorry my bf cant come?" i think not...but the thing is...idk wether he is pissed about it or not? bc there is a total lack of communication...and between his football and baseball, and him being in hilliard 3/4 of the time...its really hard to see him...idk...i guess im just rele stressed, and matt definitly isnt making it any easier...i just wish he would call, i cant exaclty call him bc i never know when hes gonna be home or if hes at his moms or dads...we were suposed to hang out friday...but when i asked him he said something about going to his grandmas...but no worries..me and elle are hanging out with josh...i think that is exaclty what i need...then on saterday..CLIPPERS GAME!! WAHOO thats gonna be sweet...assuming we can all get rides...james offered to drive...hopfully my dad will go to...then we can fit every one...
tomarrow im goin to the pool...with josh, elle, and hopefully cayla..should be fun..i wish kelsey hung out with us more.. i mean i kno abbys more fun to be around then i am, but i miss her...maybe canada will help out a little
im getting sooo sick of my dad that i talked to my manager about taking on more evening shifts so that when hes home...im not...and by the time i get off work...hes about ready to go to bed
speaking of work...today was my last day as a bagger...yep...thats right im gonna be a cashier!
but yea..its getting late...not that im gonna go to bed...but i dont think matts getting back on...and i have a raging headache...
ttfn
MLE