May 27, 2004 21:50
rene rene rene fuck !!!!!!!!!!!!! man you were totally pissed at me for a whole lot of misconceptsion i mean you know you your my best friend and id never liked to get you pissed off @ me. I never knew that could happen but when i put that im always thinking of you i meant it because i was writting you ummm you remember the time when i said i was thinking of you so i decided to rite did you notice all of the sudden i was writting you is because i was wondering what you were doing writting a letter to you all the time thinking about you all the time SEE THE CONNECTION NOW i was being sarcastic and im so so sorry you took it the wrong way but in my last letter i did try to flatter you a little i never meant for you to be pissed at me im so sorry i felt like a big jerk once i read your letter i felt like you didnt even like me as your bro lol one i read the to:____ and the from:___ and the hey bro in bold letters i was afraid to read the rest.........but untill i got to the dont take this as i fucken hate your guts part i felt just a tad bit better but for a seconed there you had me beileve that you did hate me in general and i thank you for not hating me im a big jerk and you have a reason to not like me or not to talk to me again but all i ask for is your forgivness im sorry i know that you go through some pretty hard shit and i never want to end up on your bad side again. but theres still one thing i dont understand and dont be mad at me cause i dont (im kinda slow thats probably why you had to get mad at me)but k.I.T KEEP IN TOUCH isnt it what friends do theres no way im gonna foret you whether you like it or not because you earned too much of my respect to act like your some loser your my friend thats how i want to keep it how are you supposed to be everlasting FRIENDS IF you dont want me to talk to you over the summer and into the high-school years thats all i meant by i dont want to forget you i dont want to lose you ....AS A *FRIEND! thats all i meant but if you dont want to be my friend as much as i want you to be then thats your decision but if you need or want a FRIEND* THEN im here
are we cool?
(truce?)
Love yA.....as a friend lol ill put that from now on hows that? lol