he needs to die. fast. and i want pictures.
i'm finally transferred. living on the east side. good for school. bad for work. closer to some friends and farther from others. whatever. we'll see what happens
THANK YOU! to everyone who helped me out. your exhausted arm muscles helped me more than you could possibly understand.
finally...today's goodness just turned in to evil...and just because i stumbled across an ex only to discover that he's doing fairly well. and, well...that's just not acceptable. i walked away $17,000 short (my fault, i know) but due to what kind of a person he was (and i am certainly not the only one he treated like a piece of shit) i'm totally not ok with that fact that he is not dead or starving in the streets by now. so...on to the concept of karma (which is what has been bothering me for the last hour) i believe in karma, but i also believe in being a tool of karma, and i'm just trying to decide if doing something totally awful to him will be worth the euphoria it would bring me.
in all reality...dealing out a curb stomping is the only thing that would truly satisfy me. i'm coming to terms with the fact that the reason i may constantly want to hurt all these random people i hardly know is because i never stuck around to have it out with douchebag years ago. he fucking earned it, i could have blown off some righteous anger and been done with it...is it too late now? is my window closed? would it be totally unfair to say, jump him after dark in the alley next to where he works? he needs multiple stabs, bone breakins, something...(one for me, one for julia, one for tyler, one for tinley, and the list just goes on...)
THANK YOU! to everyone who helped me out. your exhausted arm muscles helped me more than you could possibly understand.
finally...today's goodness just turned in to evil...and just because i stumbled across an ex only to discover that he's doing fairly well. and, well...that's just not acceptable. i walked away $17,000 short (my fault, i know) but due to what kind of a person he was (and i am certainly not the only one he treated like a piece of shit) i'm totally not ok with that fact that he is not dead or starving in the streets by now. so...on to the concept of karma (which is what has been bothering me for the last hour) i believe in karma, but i also believe in being a tool of karma, and i'm just trying to decide if doing something totally awful to him will be worth the euphoria it would bring me.
in all reality...dealing out a curb stomping is the only thing that would truly satisfy me. i'm coming to terms with the fact that the reason i may constantly want to hurt all these random people i hardly know is because i never stuck around to have it out with douchebag years ago. he fucking earned it, i could have blown off some righteous anger and been done with it...is it too late now? is my window closed? would it be totally unfair to say, jump him after dark in the alley next to where he works? he needs multiple stabs, bone breakins, something...(one for me, one for julia, one for tyler, one for tinley, and the list just goes on...)