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[littledots]

so.. a lot has changed since i last updated. fuck you livejournal.

me and fuckhead are on an indefinate speaking/friendship hiatus. i have so much to say about that.. yet so little.
fuck you
is all i've got right now.
fuck you for all of the shit you have put me though
and fuck me for letting it happen time and time again.
that is all.

today i helped a very good friend of mine. and i enjoyed it very much. windmills. pizzas.
i love you. a lot. and i thought about it tonight. i wouldnt have us any other way. we're pretty perfect right now. and i wish it could stay like this forever.

i have a headache and i should be asleep.

i guess i didnt really update this stupid thing.
just the same old shit
i have a new job.
my car is dying
i have no money
i love my friends x a million
i have done many fun things in the last few weeks
i have cried a lot
laughed a lot
had an awesome time.. while having a shitty time.
had a shitty time while having an awesome time

weirdo.
everything feels strangely okay.