in your love...
the last three days have been some of the most didactive that i have ever lived. besides maybe those during my first years.
sometimes it takes a rickety old carnival ride to wake me up. ive never felt more physically in tune with my spiritual state than right then: upside down, legs like jelly, stomach in my throat, and screaming because i've just opened my eyes and seen my place in the sky.
it takes conversations that i wish would never end because i am learning so much. i want to pursue this growth forever.last night before everyone showed up kate patty carter and i spent a good while talking about the future and exchanging dreams, and i grew increasingly eager/terrified about getting started as soon as possible. i want to grow closer to the people who are teaching me these things but time is so limited.
when again will i be able to talk to my mom for hours into the night?
when again will i make lunch with my dad, and spend an extra half hour at the table sharing ideas?
this probably all sounds very silly to those of you who are already in college/adults. even if you aren't about to get out on your own soon, i hope there is something that inspires wonder for you, because awe is the most exciting, humbling, important parts of being.
what are you in awe of?
sometimes it takes a rickety old carnival ride to wake me up. ive never felt more physically in tune with my spiritual state than right then: upside down, legs like jelly, stomach in my throat, and screaming because i've just opened my eyes and seen my place in the sky.
it takes conversations that i wish would never end because i am learning so much. i want to pursue this growth forever.last night before everyone showed up kate patty carter and i spent a good while talking about the future and exchanging dreams, and i grew increasingly eager/terrified about getting started as soon as possible. i want to grow closer to the people who are teaching me these things but time is so limited.
when again will i be able to talk to my mom for hours into the night?
when again will i make lunch with my dad, and spend an extra half hour at the table sharing ideas?
this probably all sounds very silly to those of you who are already in college/adults. even if you aren't about to get out on your own soon, i hope there is something that inspires wonder for you, because awe is the most exciting, humbling, important parts of being.
what are you in awe of?