so it's been a while....
My parents are upstairs talking to someone probably connected to the massive amounts of construction going on in my house right now, so i don't have to worry about them coming downstairs and yelling at me for not working.
Pride week mixed with the consequences of not doing any schoolwork last week are both draining my life right now. I don't really have time to do anything i'm supposed to and i've double booked myself a number of times this week. so naturally, as usual, i'm listening to iron and wine and posting to lj. so how are you all?
I really wish it would just get warm out and finally stay that way. I think we've been teased enought with seventy degree weather followed by snow. when warm weather comes for good, i'll start wearing burks and aviators and going to ft. reno for the occasional clove atop the hill. I haven't done that in a while. Last year I used to go to this really nice little mulberry tree with kelsey all the time and we'd smoke cigarettes and talk about whatever and sometimes find flowers to put in our hair. In the fall, when she wasn't around anymore, I used to go to the top of the hill by the fence with Sarah and we'd watch the clouds and the traffic going by miles away. It's really an unbelievable view, I'd recommend heading up there if you never have. Sarah once called the little buildings below the wallpaper of a little boy's room. if you go up there when the sun is going down, you'll see what she means.
The strangest thing happened. I went back to school from spring break and I realized I had lost the ability to do work. I just can't anymore. Not even a hit of ritalin helps me out anymore, it just started making me imagine all the things I could create: movies, stories, paintings, little riffs on the guitar. but in terms of getting enviro reading done, it's really pretty useless.
But I guess this is also partially just what spring does to me. I want to go out to the park and lie in the sun and make daisy chains and read or write while smoking camels. even though I gave up smoking....how can i work when there's so much else out there? I guess I'm just not one for priorities....
Pride week mixed with the consequences of not doing any schoolwork last week are both draining my life right now. I don't really have time to do anything i'm supposed to and i've double booked myself a number of times this week. so naturally, as usual, i'm listening to iron and wine and posting to lj. so how are you all?
I really wish it would just get warm out and finally stay that way. I think we've been teased enought with seventy degree weather followed by snow. when warm weather comes for good, i'll start wearing burks and aviators and going to ft. reno for the occasional clove atop the hill. I haven't done that in a while. Last year I used to go to this really nice little mulberry tree with kelsey all the time and we'd smoke cigarettes and talk about whatever and sometimes find flowers to put in our hair. In the fall, when she wasn't around anymore, I used to go to the top of the hill by the fence with Sarah and we'd watch the clouds and the traffic going by miles away. It's really an unbelievable view, I'd recommend heading up there if you never have. Sarah once called the little buildings below the wallpaper of a little boy's room. if you go up there when the sun is going down, you'll see what she means.
The strangest thing happened. I went back to school from spring break and I realized I had lost the ability to do work. I just can't anymore. Not even a hit of ritalin helps me out anymore, it just started making me imagine all the things I could create: movies, stories, paintings, little riffs on the guitar. but in terms of getting enviro reading done, it's really pretty useless.
But I guess this is also partially just what spring does to me. I want to go out to the park and lie in the sun and make daisy chains and read or write while smoking camels. even though I gave up smoking....how can i work when there's so much else out there? I guess I'm just not one for priorities....