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instead of doing my mounds of work
instead of for once, for just once living up to my responsiblities
i find myself listening to mirah and writing. again. dammit.
oh..wait...no longer mirah, its now rocky votolato. well i guess it serves the same purpose right now anyway. maybe i'll just get up early and finish my work tomorrow.
i guess what i want now is a break from things. its been one of those weeks where all i want to do is walk out of school and go to adams morgan and settle down with a cup of tea and a book. thats really all i want right now. i'm tired of people in the sense that i-love-everyone-to-death-but-i'm-sorry-i-don't-know-how-to-be-around-you-right-now. there are a few people that everything is strangely okay around...a few random people. but really i just want my tea and my book.
maybe i'm really just not good around people. i don't know what i'm supposed to say or do or be. i can't just guess all the time.
maybe it's finally time to stop being things for other people.
instead of for once, for just once living up to my responsiblities
i find myself listening to mirah and writing. again. dammit.
oh..wait...no longer mirah, its now rocky votolato. well i guess it serves the same purpose right now anyway. maybe i'll just get up early and finish my work tomorrow.
i guess what i want now is a break from things. its been one of those weeks where all i want to do is walk out of school and go to adams morgan and settle down with a cup of tea and a book. thats really all i want right now. i'm tired of people in the sense that i-love-everyone-to-death-but-i'm-sorry-i-don't-know-how-to-be-around-you-right-now. there are a few people that everything is strangely okay around...a few random people. but really i just want my tea and my book.
maybe i'm really just not good around people. i don't know what i'm supposed to say or do or be. i can't just guess all the time.
maybe it's finally time to stop being things for other people.