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well ... i am supposed to see david tomorrow
there was no word from him at all today ... i'm sure he is probably out with his friends right now, getting drunk and doing god knows what
i wish my david would come back to earth for a while ... i don't know this person standing in his place
i am scared about tomorrow ... i don't know if he will be happy to see me ... i think he will be happy ... he has probably missed me ... at least he's told me he has ... but he also hasn't wanted to talk to me much this weekend ... probably because he is too much going out and hitting on other women
i wonder what he would do if i just showed up at his apartment tonight ... it's not like i don't have the physical capability ... i have a car and i have the key to what was once "our" apartment ... he would probably be very angry and think i was trying to control him or something ...
i just really want to go there ... it was the only place i felt at home
there was no word from him at all today ... i'm sure he is probably out with his friends right now, getting drunk and doing god knows what
i wish my david would come back to earth for a while ... i don't know this person standing in his place
i am scared about tomorrow ... i don't know if he will be happy to see me ... i think he will be happy ... he has probably missed me ... at least he's told me he has ... but he also hasn't wanted to talk to me much this weekend ... probably because he is too much going out and hitting on other women
i wonder what he would do if i just showed up at his apartment tonight ... it's not like i don't have the physical capability ... i have a car and i have the key to what was once "our" apartment ... he would probably be very angry and think i was trying to control him or something ...
i just really want to go there ... it was the only place i felt at home