Aug 04, 2009 19:39
I have pushed all the friends away so i have nobody to turn to. Kable is going to give away the cats. I can't bring them to italy. Emma had the nerve to text me and tell me to come get my clothes. They are in love and it makes me want to die. I was doing so well and it's like square one all over again. But worse this time maybe. How could we break up and it was a mutual thing being that we loved eachother but the timing wasn't right... Then three weeks later he loves someone new. That someone was the one who was there to help me move my things out and she was there when I was crying because I was sad. Now shes texting me and telling me shes going to give our cats away. Our cats that we got because we loved eachother and because we thought we were each others "ones". I cannot tell you how deep this hurts. They want me to go to their house into their room to get into the attic to get my things. I cannot go into that house. I begged him to meet me somewhere because it's too hard and he laughed. He fucking laughed.
I WILL GET THROUGH THIS. THE HURT WILL SUBDUE. JUST BREATHE.