My cheeks are cold and rosey
Sorry for my lack of updating.
It just seems that there really isn't much to update about anymore.
Nothing has been going on with me, besides having to stay after school and practice for solo and ensemble.
My diet is going fairly well. Some results are coming through, and i'm doing very well at my exercising.
Yesterday was Brian's 16th birthday. yay.
And today was also a snow day. Woke up at 630, and turned off my tv and found out it was a 2 hour delay. Called my brother and told him and then fell back asleep. My mom came in at 830 and told me NO SCHOOL. So called my brother and sister and then tried falling back asleep but it didn't work. Watched Matilda and dawsons creek.
But all day i've just been sitting around the house all day in my pajamas. Doing absolutely nothing. I did all of my homework and such yesterday.
I could start studying for exams....ehhh
Tomorrow is comfy day. It would be awesome if it was another snow day. But i doubt it.
Soo i'm still liking this guy. But, ever since i told him, he barely speaks with me anymore. It's kind of frustrating. But he kind of likes me. Whatever that means. Ehhhhhhh, i'll just ignore it.
This weekend plans consist of this...
-Napolean Dynamite with briana
-And the OC with tyler
And then Maybe hanging out with alyssa and brian.
Should be funnn.
Sooo, do ya'll like the new layout look??
Anyways...
There is this friend that i have that i have kind of deserted.. well not kind of, completely.
I mean did he expect us to be friends for all of our lives?
Did he think that i would make him the center of my life all the time?
I just needed to move on from that. I've had the relationship for pretty much half of my life.
I needed to know that i could go on without him being my friend and have other friends.
I just wanted to know what it was like to not have him be my friend.
I know that it was bad of me to just cut off our friendship without giving him an explanation of why.
The way that i did it was bad too. I ignored his phone calls and his IM's. I ignored him completely.
I wonder what his mom and dad think of me now. His mom loved me like her own daughter, and his dad wanted me to be his son's girlfriend.
I want to explain this to him, but i know that if i do, he'll take it the wrong way and it will start an arugment between us.
I've turned into a friend and person that i never wanted to become and hated.
Now what do i do when i am that person that i've always hated?
Ehhhhhhhhhhhh
I need to go exercise and shower.
Get my mind off things i don't want to think about.
*Snow day again tomorrow?!?!?* Hmmm, you never know!
<3 you
It just seems that there really isn't much to update about anymore.
Nothing has been going on with me, besides having to stay after school and practice for solo and ensemble.
My diet is going fairly well. Some results are coming through, and i'm doing very well at my exercising.
Yesterday was Brian's 16th birthday. yay.
And today was also a snow day. Woke up at 630, and turned off my tv and found out it was a 2 hour delay. Called my brother and told him and then fell back asleep. My mom came in at 830 and told me NO SCHOOL. So called my brother and sister and then tried falling back asleep but it didn't work. Watched Matilda and dawsons creek.
But all day i've just been sitting around the house all day in my pajamas. Doing absolutely nothing. I did all of my homework and such yesterday.
I could start studying for exams....ehhh
Tomorrow is comfy day. It would be awesome if it was another snow day. But i doubt it.
Soo i'm still liking this guy. But, ever since i told him, he barely speaks with me anymore. It's kind of frustrating. But he kind of likes me. Whatever that means. Ehhhhhhh, i'll just ignore it.
This weekend plans consist of this...
-Napolean Dynamite with briana
-And the OC with tyler
And then Maybe hanging out with alyssa and brian.
Should be funnn.
Sooo, do ya'll like the new layout look??
Anyways...
There is this friend that i have that i have kind of deserted.. well not kind of, completely.
I mean did he expect us to be friends for all of our lives?
Did he think that i would make him the center of my life all the time?
I just needed to move on from that. I've had the relationship for pretty much half of my life.
I needed to know that i could go on without him being my friend and have other friends.
I just wanted to know what it was like to not have him be my friend.
I know that it was bad of me to just cut off our friendship without giving him an explanation of why.
The way that i did it was bad too. I ignored his phone calls and his IM's. I ignored him completely.
I wonder what his mom and dad think of me now. His mom loved me like her own daughter, and his dad wanted me to be his son's girlfriend.
I want to explain this to him, but i know that if i do, he'll take it the wrong way and it will start an arugment between us.
I've turned into a friend and person that i never wanted to become and hated.
Now what do i do when i am that person that i've always hated?
Ehhhhhhhhhhhh
I need to go exercise and shower.
Get my mind off things i don't want to think about.
*Snow day again tomorrow?!?!?* Hmmm, you never know!
<3 you