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i am happy at the moment. i feel good about everything, positive. hmm, not sure where this enry is going, oh well. i loved the beach today, i could find any lovely shells though, shame...! but, ohhh, i just cant stop myself from thinking about him, its getting very repetative, but i cant help it. and when i talk to laura, hes all i talk about, she must be getting so annoyed with me. well, if she isnt ill be surprised, because im getting annoyed with myself. and i want to say so much but i cant spit it out. im in a good state of mind though. i feel fairly content, but not totally, because he said he was going to, but he hasnt, so i am wondering if he ever will. im not too worried if he doesnt, not right now any way. but it has been dragging on for quite a while now. laura thinks that i should say something but im not sure if i want to.