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You words mean essentially nothing.
Empty and devoid of anything.
Totally lacking in everything.
I wish you realized how totally useless things like that are.
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I am so bitter and filled with me and I and never full of you. I can't be full of anyone right now. Because that throws me into a panic attack and when every moment I spend with you turns me into what I am now, a little more permanent every time you try a little further, I can't do this. This is what comes out of my head. Streams of incoherency and fear and this is not what I want to be.
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You have no idea what I'm saying so I'm just going to have to be cryptic. I've never told you this. And I never will.
Empty and devoid of anything.
Totally lacking in everything.
I wish you realized how totally useless things like that are.
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I am so bitter and filled with me and I and never full of you. I can't be full of anyone right now. Because that throws me into a panic attack and when every moment I spend with you turns me into what I am now, a little more permanent every time you try a little further, I can't do this. This is what comes out of my head. Streams of incoherency and fear and this is not what I want to be.
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You have no idea what I'm saying so I'm just going to have to be cryptic. I've never told you this. And I never will.