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Beard is gone. I was totally Shaggy for Halloween. Now I'm enjoying the weird experience of having to get used to my default face. My chin is smaller than I remember it. I had a dream a few weeks ago wherein I had just shaved and was looking at myself in the mirror, and my chin was ridiculously undersized. It kind of came true.
We buried my grandmother this past Wednesday, and I've felt pretty okay since then. After submitting my last entry, I had a good, albeit short, cry, and it was the first actual boo-hooing I remember doing since 2004. (Who knows, maybe it was more recent than that; my initial thought was that I hadn't cried like that since 2003, but then I remembered an occasion early in my senior year in college. Perhaps I'll recall something else.) I'm not sighing so often anymore. And I think the rest of my family is mostly okay.
We buried my grandmother this past Wednesday, and I've felt pretty okay since then. After submitting my last entry, I had a good, albeit short, cry, and it was the first actual boo-hooing I remember doing since 2004. (Who knows, maybe it was more recent than that; my initial thought was that I hadn't cried like that since 2003, but then I remembered an occasion early in my senior year in college. Perhaps I'll recall something else.) I'm not sighing so often anymore. And I think the rest of my family is mostly okay.