Oh sir I dream my fire is high!
I just got back from the dentist. I can’t feel the entire right side of my face, and I can’t talk without slurring. I had a cavity that had to get filled, what a bummer. The other day I woke up and chopped all my hair off, yet again, I almost had hair… so close! I really want long hair but I can’t stand it. I get nervous and chop it, it’s a bad habit. I also bite my nails, I wish I wasn’t so antsy. Well, at least I get to start from scratch. Cassandra agreed that we should smoke more pot or something because we both have the same problem, panic attacks, ritual hair cutting, nail biting, nervousness. I need to mellow out, shit, how does one “mellow out” anyone have a secret? I need to change my state of mind. Maybe I’ll start my New Years resolution early: Stop cutting my hair and biting my nails. Shit, I've been saying that for years now.