Lord my body has been a good friend, but I wont need it when I reach the end!
Well, summer is officially here and I don’t know what to do with myself. I should have taken summer courses, I feel uncompfortable sitting around- waking up in the afternoon and loundging around the house. It’s kind of lonely, I told my work to give me more hours but they haven’t yet, the pricks. I want to take advantage of all this free time a visit a few friends, but I also want to pay of the remainder of money I owned on my credit card. I miss Oscar, the other I woke up early, I walked to the backdoor. I was half awake- half asleep. My brain wasn’t working correctly, I stepped up to door and called for him, it was like I woke up right there… and the sadness hit me and I started crying. Last night I woke up, I could smell him, his odor was in the air… it was terrible. How the mind plays tricks.