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95 pounds! Woo! A new record low!
Things are getting...bad. I'm always exhausted, I always feel sick, I've started getting lightheaded when I walk around too much.
I finally got my new health insurance though, so I went and saw my new primary care physician on Monday. She was a really nice lady and seemed genuinely concerned about my present state. She took some blood and hooked me up with a "more academic, not your garden variety gastroenterologist" named Dr.Rustgi. I saw him on Wednesday, also a nice dude. He ordered this test to see if it's a problem with my arteries? Apparently if you're too skinny it can squeeze the arteries around your stomach because they've got no place to go and that can make you feel sick and full and awful. So, that test is tomorrow. I really doubt that's the problem since...well, every time they tell me "it could be this!" it isn't. Honestly I'm too down to get my hopes up. But wouldn't it be nice if the cure was to fatten me up? I don't know how they would do it, but wouldn't that be nice!
But honestly i just feel wretched all the time. Eating is miserable but I'm so exhausted from not eating. I'm worried that I'm going to end up in the hospital.
Things are getting...bad. I'm always exhausted, I always feel sick, I've started getting lightheaded when I walk around too much.
I finally got my new health insurance though, so I went and saw my new primary care physician on Monday. She was a really nice lady and seemed genuinely concerned about my present state. She took some blood and hooked me up with a "more academic, not your garden variety gastroenterologist" named Dr.Rustgi. I saw him on Wednesday, also a nice dude. He ordered this test to see if it's a problem with my arteries? Apparently if you're too skinny it can squeeze the arteries around your stomach because they've got no place to go and that can make you feel sick and full and awful. So, that test is tomorrow. I really doubt that's the problem since...well, every time they tell me "it could be this!" it isn't. Honestly I'm too down to get my hopes up. But wouldn't it be nice if the cure was to fatten me up? I don't know how they would do it, but wouldn't that be nice!
But honestly i just feel wretched all the time. Eating is miserable but I'm so exhausted from not eating. I'm worried that I'm going to end up in the hospital.