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this valentine's day sucked really hard.
all i wanted to do was go to nyc and hang with jodi.
but instead what i did was give myself a half day at school (which involved no classes) and then went to work.
at work i was fucking screwed over. elliott makes a shit for brains schedule and i had like, 7 employees tops for a full night of madness. like, i had 4 drivers to deliver 62 deliveries in a 4 hour period. i know that sounds like an PSAT math problem, but it means this shit: every thing i had was late. on top of that, kim, my area manager was in the store. now, she never once told me i did a bad job which is good but i could tell even she was like this is fucked up. and jeremy stopped by but he couldn't help much b/c he had his son with him and no sitter. basically, i got fucked over hard. i want to find a new job now.
actually fuck that, i don't want to work service anymore and i don't want to go to fucking gtc anymore.
i want to go back to writing all the time and having a part time job. i was happier and i felt satisfied with my tons of works in progresses. when i lost all my files i lost all of my work except for 2 things. there was a ton of shit i didn't show anyone because it was never finished so i had pages and pages of prose just thrown out the goddamn window.
this is a horse shit of a day.
i just want a hug, yo.
all i wanted to do was go to nyc and hang with jodi.
but instead what i did was give myself a half day at school (which involved no classes) and then went to work.
at work i was fucking screwed over. elliott makes a shit for brains schedule and i had like, 7 employees tops for a full night of madness. like, i had 4 drivers to deliver 62 deliveries in a 4 hour period. i know that sounds like an PSAT math problem, but it means this shit: every thing i had was late. on top of that, kim, my area manager was in the store. now, she never once told me i did a bad job which is good but i could tell even she was like this is fucked up. and jeremy stopped by but he couldn't help much b/c he had his son with him and no sitter. basically, i got fucked over hard. i want to find a new job now.
actually fuck that, i don't want to work service anymore and i don't want to go to fucking gtc anymore.
i want to go back to writing all the time and having a part time job. i was happier and i felt satisfied with my tons of works in progresses. when i lost all my files i lost all of my work except for 2 things. there was a ton of shit i didn't show anyone because it was never finished so i had pages and pages of prose just thrown out the goddamn window.
this is a horse shit of a day.
i just want a hug, yo.