Seminars... Blah.
Was pretty fun last night =D Me, Jay & Mark went to the Indie night, me and Jay as nurses and Mark as our badly beaten-up patient! Our costumes were ace, but the music wasn't as good as we thought it would be :\ Me and Jay are supposed to be going to rock night tonight but I'm SO knackered so I dont think I'll be going :( Plus I have SO much reading to do.
Feeling a bit weird today... last night when I was out I really missed Martin :( Seemed everyone was there with their boyfriends/girlfriends and I was all alone :( *misses him muchly* I really love him so so so much ♥
Today I've been feeling weird too... and not souly cos of lackage of sleepage. When to English Lit tutorial at 9am, which went really well. My tutor is such a nice man, really sweet and approachable. And I was full of confidence in that, answering loads of questions and everything. That made me feel good cos I felt like I was in 6th form again!
However. This all changed at 11am. I had an American Lit seminar which started badly when I had the wrong room written down :\ so it took me AGES to find it. When I got there and the seminar started, I felt thick. Really, really thick. I had nothing to contribute AT ALL. Ugh... and everyone seemed to know all this stuff about 'Rip van Winkle' and I knew very little other than it's about the American Revolution. So I felt crappy after that. I don't want it to be like that throught the whole course... hope it gets better :\
Anyways... rambling on, I feel better after getting that out. Now I just feel silly! Anyway gotta go cos Jay's just got here - bye! xx
Feeling a bit weird today... last night when I was out I really missed Martin :( Seemed everyone was there with their boyfriends/girlfriends and I was all alone :( *misses him muchly* I really love him so so so much ♥
Today I've been feeling weird too... and not souly cos of lackage of sleepage. When to English Lit tutorial at 9am, which went really well. My tutor is such a nice man, really sweet and approachable. And I was full of confidence in that, answering loads of questions and everything. That made me feel good cos I felt like I was in 6th form again!
However. This all changed at 11am. I had an American Lit seminar which started badly when I had the wrong room written down :\ so it took me AGES to find it. When I got there and the seminar started, I felt thick. Really, really thick. I had nothing to contribute AT ALL. Ugh... and everyone seemed to know all this stuff about 'Rip van Winkle' and I knew very little other than it's about the American Revolution. So I felt crappy after that. I don't want it to be like that throught the whole course... hope it gets better :\
Anyways... rambling on, I feel better after getting that out. Now I just feel silly! Anyway gotta go cos Jay's just got here - bye! xx