Errrr
So frustrated lately. Tried to reconnect with Rick...well actually all i did was send him a message on myspace. of course i never got an answer. I don't understand that. I'm seriously looking for a good friend to talk to every now and then but he can't even handle that? Tip to guys: do NOT ask a girl to date you,tell a girl you love her, then cut her completely out of your life forever. it's just not fucking cool.
Also don't know if Stacy is going to be coming back to school next semester so finding an apartment is getting difficult. Hope she finds out soon so we can get this shit done.
Dino and i still aren't talking. But i've had a few dreams about him in the last week or so. It's always that we are getting back together. I wish that my subconscious would pay attention to what's actually going on in my life.
Jimbo needs space to figure his life out so i barely talk to him now.
All i do is get up go to work, come home tired, sometimes go hang out w/ Pete and Shawn. And then i come home and go to sleep. I have yet to go to a party and i just want this summer to be over with and i want to be back at school.
I'm trying to save as much money this summer as possible to help with next semester so i really can't go to the movies or jillians that often and there's literally nothing else to do around here that doesnt cost some sort of money.
guess i just dont find many things fun anymore. which is a symptom of depression but whatever. I still never started taking my anti-depressants. I havn't decided if the good out weighs the bad. I've just heard so many people say that they made them feel unmotivated, un creative etc. and i dont think that that is much better then what i'm going through now.
Also don't know if Stacy is going to be coming back to school next semester so finding an apartment is getting difficult. Hope she finds out soon so we can get this shit done.
Dino and i still aren't talking. But i've had a few dreams about him in the last week or so. It's always that we are getting back together. I wish that my subconscious would pay attention to what's actually going on in my life.
Jimbo needs space to figure his life out so i barely talk to him now.
All i do is get up go to work, come home tired, sometimes go hang out w/ Pete and Shawn. And then i come home and go to sleep. I have yet to go to a party and i just want this summer to be over with and i want to be back at school.
I'm trying to save as much money this summer as possible to help with next semester so i really can't go to the movies or jillians that often and there's literally nothing else to do around here that doesnt cost some sort of money.
guess i just dont find many things fun anymore. which is a symptom of depression but whatever. I still never started taking my anti-depressants. I havn't decided if the good out weighs the bad. I've just heard so many people say that they made them feel unmotivated, un creative etc. and i dont think that that is much better then what i'm going through now.