missing school
I dont really know why but for some reason i feel so much more comfortable at school. i found my niche. something that i tried for for so long in West Boylston. Yea i had a few really close friends throughout my time here, but at school i feel like people understand who i am. Also who i am has changed since i've gone to school. and i think that some people around here don't like that. but there's nothing i can do about it.
took my sister's car out today and she had a full tank. The first thing i thought about was what time i'd get back to MA if i left for NH at that moment. Obviously i didnt go but i really wanted to. im thinking about living in an apt junior year, and i was also thinking about staying in Durham next summer. but i feel like people here would think that i let them down. i've really fallen in love with NH. When i went up this past weekend just driving over the border i felt better. i know campus is dead during the summer but its just sooooooo nice up there. i feel at home.
its weird at one point this year i just couldnt wait to get college done with and to get on with my life. I didnt like school and felt like i had no friends. Then sometime during 2nd semester i met so many new people and made great new friends. And i hate not being able to walk at most 15 mins to see them.
this being home thing is def going to take some getting used to. So anyone who feels like they can help with the adjustment go right ahead.
oh yea and i leave for Ireland tomorrow. I hope to come home with some amazing pictures and i'll post them when i get home on Monday.
took my sister's car out today and she had a full tank. The first thing i thought about was what time i'd get back to MA if i left for NH at that moment. Obviously i didnt go but i really wanted to. im thinking about living in an apt junior year, and i was also thinking about staying in Durham next summer. but i feel like people here would think that i let them down. i've really fallen in love with NH. When i went up this past weekend just driving over the border i felt better. i know campus is dead during the summer but its just sooooooo nice up there. i feel at home.
its weird at one point this year i just couldnt wait to get college done with and to get on with my life. I didnt like school and felt like i had no friends. Then sometime during 2nd semester i met so many new people and made great new friends. And i hate not being able to walk at most 15 mins to see them.
this being home thing is def going to take some getting used to. So anyone who feels like they can help with the adjustment go right ahead.
oh yea and i leave for Ireland tomorrow. I hope to come home with some amazing pictures and i'll post them when i get home on Monday.