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why is it that i get so attached to places but movement is the only thing that clears the fog out of my brain and makes me feel stable and secure.?
i'm a little sad to leave appleton. i like it here. i think it took leaving and coming back to realize exactly how much i like it. it would be easy to find a job and a cheap room in a house and save money here for the next six months. but somehow i know this is not where i'm supposed to be right now. i dont know why. it's just not.
i feel so ridiculously secure and confident about my 1 year plan. that freaks me out a little in a good way.
i'm a little sad to leave appleton. i like it here. i think it took leaving and coming back to realize exactly how much i like it. it would be easy to find a job and a cheap room in a house and save money here for the next six months. but somehow i know this is not where i'm supposed to be right now. i dont know why. it's just not.
i feel so ridiculously secure and confident about my 1 year plan. that freaks me out a little in a good way.