come on come on you think you will drive me crazy well come on come on

[littleboy]

this agonay this pain how ridiculous how could i possibly ever wanna fall in love again it just doesnt stop ever i want so badly for this to go away but i feel like a child lost in the woods ive run so far in yet i cant turn back i cant figure out where ive gone my body feels like its internally bleeding and i feel like im being dramatic for hurting why would anyone ever talk about being in love like its a good thing this hurts more than anything ever should it wont stop it just wont stop what will make this stop what will make this self doubt this torture stop i dont know even what im supposed to do someone help me but not your pity i just want someone to tell me how to make this pain stop ive struggled with it for almost half the time i was in love its like im milking the pain cow but its not my choice its not my choice i want it to stop i want it to stop... can anyone help me at all.

dan