the plate is getting heavier
so let' see where shall i start...classes are getting a little bit more harder...so basically heres the thing...got an email this week from the financial aid office ..asking if i was still intersted in the filing assistant position that i applied for at the beginning of the quarter and i told them i was ...so they told me to come in for an interview and basically i got the job..which is great and all really...but damn...its 8-5 on thursday and fridays ...but i also have classes in between...which means one thing: mondays thru friday im BUSY!!...that is until 5..but after i got hw and shit....plus im in two mentor programs and two clubs and i also wanted to try out for the hip hop dnce team here but i guess i cant now...which sucks but i really wanted a job...especially cause i know my parents work hard..especially my dad..who i sometimes worry about..cause i never really get to talk to him cause he comes home late this is a man who works two jobs goes to bed late wakes up early and never complains...such a wonderful man...he and my mom are my heroes..my role models...my life my loves....somtimes i wonder if i had just gone to a community college it would have saved my family a lot of money..but somehow my parents never stopped me they allowed me to go ahead and come here and do what i wanted to do....complete and absolute love and support came from them and i love them so much for it ...i just want to one day give them what they have given me....and i know when they tell me i should be grateful to be living in america and getting an education and all and i just tell them "yeah i know i am grateful" ive never realized how lucky i was i am a lucky ass motherfucker....and im really happy i get to go home in two weeks i really want to see my family and tell my mom and dad how much i love them....how much they mean to me...how wonderful they are...
hopefully all the things im doing wont cause me to get behind and my grades start to slip...have to learn to not always go out and just be strong and stay and do work cause somtimes u just got to sacrifice stuff for things that are just too important....which sucks cause i dont want to lose touch with people and my friends since i wont go out as much now...grr....so much on my plate... gotta figure a way to handle it all and be happy....
its one of my housemates bday..doing hw so i can out and have dinner then who knows what else....saturday must be devoted to drawing!!....im out..hope this weekend goes well.....im scared and anxious now....argh...
hopefully all the things im doing wont cause me to get behind and my grades start to slip...have to learn to not always go out and just be strong and stay and do work cause somtimes u just got to sacrifice stuff for things that are just too important....which sucks cause i dont want to lose touch with people and my friends since i wont go out as much now...grr....so much on my plate... gotta figure a way to handle it all and be happy....
its one of my housemates bday..doing hw so i can out and have dinner then who knows what else....saturday must be devoted to drawing!!....im out..hope this weekend goes well.....im scared and anxious now....argh...