Better update than the last one
Sorry I was so grouchy in my last update. I get discouraged every now and again, just like everyone else. But I feel better now. Moondance was pretty cool even though I got kinda lonely sometimes. I did get to refeul my inner peace while I was out there. Every now and again I need a bit of alone time out in the middle of raw nature, and I got it, so now I'm all peaceful and happy again for a while. Plus, it helps that I got to see people very shortly after I came home. I was only really grouchy last update because I was tired. I am thinking that I need to not update so late at night when I get tired, or when I haven't seen people in a while. Those are my worst times because then I get sad and lonely and grouchy. I get all pissed off at the world, and decide that I suck. I know I don't. I think those are the times that I need the most reminders that even though things aren't going the way I want them to, or maybe I did something really not smart, that God still loves me and He always will. I sometimes have trouble remebering how much that matters. I need to get a big sign for my wall that says "JESUS LOVES YOU NO MATTER WHAT!!!" That would make me smile. *smiles just thinking about it* I'm gonna do that some time. I like that idea. *grin* :D