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Today has been shitty.
I'm unemployed, once again, and apparently for no reason. Wtf? I just "wasn't a good fit for their company." Then she said, "It's nothing personal." Um, ok...you sat there and talked about how I had done nothing wrong, I was a quick learner, etc, but then you're firing me, and it's nothing personal? How can it NOT be?
Maybe something good will come out of this. I'm trying to stay positive. I don't want to let this get me started on another downward spiral. Ugh. It's hard not to just give up though. I mean really...I've been employed 3 months out of this whole year...the last job was basically because there was no work....our client load had dropped drastically, and they were weeding people out left and right. This job...well, I have no idea what happened. I don't understand. I guess I'm just a loser.
I'm fucking worthless.
I'm unemployed, once again, and apparently for no reason. Wtf? I just "wasn't a good fit for their company." Then she said, "It's nothing personal." Um, ok...you sat there and talked about how I had done nothing wrong, I was a quick learner, etc, but then you're firing me, and it's nothing personal? How can it NOT be?
Maybe something good will come out of this. I'm trying to stay positive. I don't want to let this get me started on another downward spiral. Ugh. It's hard not to just give up though. I mean really...I've been employed 3 months out of this whole year...the last job was basically because there was no work....our client load had dropped drastically, and they were weeding people out left and right. This job...well, I have no idea what happened. I don't understand. I guess I'm just a loser.
I'm fucking worthless.