Where have I been?
Daang! I haven't written for so long. Sorry! Oh well, I knew when I started this I wouldn't keep up with it. Last night was fun Christy and Erica! Thanks for making me laugh. I know we had bad service but think of it this way, at least we didn't have to tip!! :)
Anyways, today was a really bad day. It seems like when everything starts going well for me things all crash around me. George and I have been doing awesome, even talking about moving in together, my parents even said yes! But today all that seemed so far away. He treats me so good and sometimes I wonder how I was so lucky and then he turns into someone I feel like I don't know at all. Right now he's out with his friends having a good time while I sit at home sad because of what happened today. And right now I really need him to just be there. It hurts sooo much.
My family has been awesome though. I told them me and George were not doing well and they went out and bought me my favorite ice cream and rented a movie. It helped, but not much. What I really need is my George. He called a little bit ago to tell me he loved me and everything is going to be ok, but how can I believe that when an hour ago I was crying in my dad's shirt? I just wish life wasn't such a bitch.
Anyways, today was a really bad day. It seems like when everything starts going well for me things all crash around me. George and I have been doing awesome, even talking about moving in together, my parents even said yes! But today all that seemed so far away. He treats me so good and sometimes I wonder how I was so lucky and then he turns into someone I feel like I don't know at all. Right now he's out with his friends having a good time while I sit at home sad because of what happened today. And right now I really need him to just be there. It hurts sooo much.
My family has been awesome though. I told them me and George were not doing well and they went out and bought me my favorite ice cream and rented a movie. It helped, but not much. What I really need is my George. He called a little bit ago to tell me he loved me and everything is going to be ok, but how can I believe that when an hour ago I was crying in my dad's shirt? I just wish life wasn't such a bitch.