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long time no update...
the gig saturday:
was sweet. i dunno. very much like.... first gig. hahah. we didn't know the songs. and the only people there were people we knew. and those that weren't drunk were me and sarah's parents. and they all loved us. mike and gus went crazy. it was fun. sarah led the band and rocked it. it was a really good place to have a first shitty gig. :)
sunday - slept till 4:30 and went swimming at fall creek res with coire and z and some of her friends. it was yay.
monday- did errands, went swimming with aaron m at pisgah. it was super pretty. traded guitar lesson for drum lesson.
yesterday, i went to prince pucklers with tyler. it was random. like when your in post breakup mode (i'm in post breakup mode...) all i want is to be able to sit down and talk with the person and have him want to answer any questions i have and say how sorry they are for hurting me and how everybody they knew gave them shit for treating me badly and explain himself and yeah. that's the perfect asnwer for breakup pain for me. and that's what happened ......... a year and a half later. when all the like hard feelings and feelings at all were wayyyyy buried. hahahha. it was random and good. decided closure in my head would be good so went through the journal entries i wrote then.... basically the lesson is listen to my gut and say what i mean regardless of what i think will happen because it will happen anyways and i might as well try to make things go my way. and that boys wont' think things through. its a new experience though, having a guy actually apologize and want to make it up to me.
and also that i have some really amazing friends. well. relearned. among those who made me feel really loved and awesome when i felt like shitty shit like a loong time ago: corie nicky sarah teej thad aaron forrest and a lot more.
you guys are the awesomest.
in other news, work is sweet. i work with jamie, robb, and wendy basically every day i work, and run into tom and aaron, and other random river house awesome peopel. its love.
i'm leaving soon. eek.
the gig saturday:
was sweet. i dunno. very much like.... first gig. hahah. we didn't know the songs. and the only people there were people we knew. and those that weren't drunk were me and sarah's parents. and they all loved us. mike and gus went crazy. it was fun. sarah led the band and rocked it. it was a really good place to have a first shitty gig. :)
sunday - slept till 4:30 and went swimming at fall creek res with coire and z and some of her friends. it was yay.
monday- did errands, went swimming with aaron m at pisgah. it was super pretty. traded guitar lesson for drum lesson.
yesterday, i went to prince pucklers with tyler. it was random. like when your in post breakup mode (i'm in post breakup mode...) all i want is to be able to sit down and talk with the person and have him want to answer any questions i have and say how sorry they are for hurting me and how everybody they knew gave them shit for treating me badly and explain himself and yeah. that's the perfect asnwer for breakup pain for me. and that's what happened ......... a year and a half later. when all the like hard feelings and feelings at all were wayyyyy buried. hahahha. it was random and good. decided closure in my head would be good so went through the journal entries i wrote then.... basically the lesson is listen to my gut and say what i mean regardless of what i think will happen because it will happen anyways and i might as well try to make things go my way. and that boys wont' think things through. its a new experience though, having a guy actually apologize and want to make it up to me.
and also that i have some really amazing friends. well. relearned. among those who made me feel really loved and awesome when i felt like shitty shit like a loong time ago: corie nicky sarah teej thad aaron forrest and a lot more.
you guys are the awesomest.
in other news, work is sweet. i work with jamie, robb, and wendy basically every day i work, and run into tom and aaron, and other random river house awesome peopel. its love.
i'm leaving soon. eek.